I find it funny that recently, people have come up to me to tell me how proud my Mom was of my being a teacher, and how impressed they are that I completed my teaching degree at Cambridge. The irony is that to me, it is my Mom who was the real teacher. See, education and great teaching is not just about where you went to school and how many degrees you have. And great teachers come in all forms and from all sorts of backgrounds, even those who didn’t have what we would call a formal education. I should know because my mom didn’t have a diploma to her name, not even one from highschool. Yet, she taught me more than any professor, degree or university has ever taught me. Her legacy, her life lessons, and her love will stay with me forever. Real teachers plant seeds that last life times. They mold who you are, what you stand for, and how you see yourself and the world around you. Everything that is good, smart, and beautiful about me came from the lessons of the truest teacher I have ever known- my Mom- Laila. And I’d like to share some of her lessons with you on this special day, the date of what would have been her 77th Birthday.
Happy Birthday, Mom! This is our first birthday without you here, but I intend to honour and celebrate you and all you’ve done for us. You have touched so many lives, and you continue to live on in our hearts forever. Thank you for the beautiful lessons. I was and am truly blessed to have you as a mother. Best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you for choosing me as your daughter and for giving me such a great brother.
(Some of these are things she actually said, but most are my interpretations of her words and actions, realizations that have come to me after she recently passed away).
1. Drink chai (tea). It is not something that you just sip from the outside. It has the power to warm you from the inside out.
2. Don’t chase money or make it your priority. Money means nothing without health and family. Take care of your health. Take care of your family. Don’t let money distract you from either of these much more valuable parts of living.
3. If you have a headache, rather than trying to sleep it off, find something mindless to do – like washing dishes, or folding clothes- something meditative, repetitive, and doesn’t involve too much brain work, but calms you. And before you know it, your headache will disappear.
4. Carry a flashlight. You never know when you might need one.
5. Balm (Vicks vapo rub), a hot water bottle and tumeric powder in milk are the best anecdotes to colds.
6. Go/drive slow. Going fast doesn’t necessarily get you there quicker. It just gets you there more agitated and sometimes, it may even prevent you from getting there at all.
7. Just because the light goes green doesn’t mean you should rush go through it immediately. If the light has just changed to green, wait a second, make sure it is really clear to go, and then go. Lights don’t detect reckless drivers. But your own eyes can and carefulness can.
8. Never give up. Never ever give up.
9. I like that you and I are different It means that I can always learn something from you.
10. Oh Google! Somebody told me about this. You should check it out. (She said this in February of 2015! :-))
11. WEAR YOUR SEAT BELT, don’t even TOUCH your phone while driving, and wear a jacket and a scarf. After everything I have done to protect you and keep you safe, why would you put yourself in unnecessary danger or risk of getting sick?
12. Don’t go out into the cold with wet hair.
13. If anyone gets sick, a mother always knows how to take care of them. But if a mother gets sick, no one knows what to do.
14. Go to Khane (place of prayer), or find your own ‘khane’.- Somewhere you can go to connect with God, with yourself and a community. You will need them at different points in your life, so get into the habit of having them around.
15. Stand up for what you believe and for who you believe in. I believe in both of my kids. I might have gotten on their backs about different things sometimes, but it’s only because I believe in both of them.
16. I might never have said I love you, but I always showed it. (Yes, you did mom. You definitely showed it in everything you did). Actions DO speak louder than words.
17. GIVE. GIVE GIVE GIVE. Don’t stop giving, even to people who don’t give back. You might not get anything back from them but you will get it back from someone, somewhere. Or you will just feel lighter for giving. Too much taking makes me heavy.
18. A mother never thinks twice about sacrificing for her kids. My kids are everything to me. I did and would give them everything I have. It is my job. And it makes me happy.
19. Eat! Don’t forget to eat, no matter how busy of a day you have. If I ever bugged you too much about coming over and eating with me, it was just a way to get you here, to have something to do together. We both need to eat, so why not do it together?
20. A Mother is she who can take the place of all others, but whose place no one else can take.
21. Simplicity is beautiful. Whenever life gets to be too much, go back to the simple things. Enjoy the simple things in life. Get rid of the complications. That’s why I kept myself simple: so you always have somewhere true and real to come back to.
22. No matter how old you get, you will always be my children. So I will never stop watching over you, even after I’m gone.
23. You may think you know how much your mother has done for you while she is alive, but you will start discovering the real depth of her love even more once she has passed away.
24. Never do anything to intentionally harm yourself. I have brought you up to respect and love yourself. And if you ever forget that, remember that you are a part of me. So if you hurt yourself or put yourself down or blame yourself unnecessarily, you are also hurting me. Treat yourself with love and kindness. That is all I ever want for you. And surround yourself with those who treat you with nothing less than that consideration.
25. I will still continue to teach you and guide you even when I am no longer physically with you. You just have to be open to it and listen for it. Nothing will ever stop me from taking care of my children. Talk to me, even if we didn’t talk that much when I was living. I will hear you and I will find ways to answer you. That’s the power of a Mother’s Love. It is timeless and knows no boundaries.